where's the key to my engine?

i feel so tired of everyday life... i mean... it's like i'm going to school everyday, just waiting for time to pass and wait until it's time for home... i've no motivation in doing anything... someone pls help me... i'm like wasting time, wasting my life... then when i'm hm, i dun feel like doing anything... can someone start my engine... i become so numb to all the tests... even if i failed it, i din even feel sad... what's happening??? maybe i'm used to the competitive atmosphere in sec life... i need someone to push me!