my limits

everything is not going smoothly... i hate it! i hate PW, i hate pw grp... have been tolerating with everything... but i just can't stand it. Comes to PW, so much unsolvable problems. Frankly speaking, i find our ideas are not practical, not very original too. Our pace in fact is very slow. The reason is all beacause of this organisation - SAGE. So fed up with them. They are so ineffective, slow response to be exact no response at all. I emailed them months ago, requesting an appointment for an interview. No reply. I called their line, to ask for an appointment, the reply was 'email to us'... i explain to the receptionist, and she gave me the email address of the CEO, so i did it. Emailed... no reply. Okie, even the 'CEO' she mentioned didn't response to us. So decided to interview MCYS a ministry, and i emailed them. This time, there's finally a reply. But, it refer me back to the SAGE again. Arghhhhhhh... see! Last is the pw grp. People just keeps on changing the meeting time, from morning to afternoon. If something crops up, i understand. but it's nt like once, it happens almost for every meeting. For this pw meeting, i have to cancel my whole schedule, or pushing back other gathering with friends. tt's still alright, when i reached, i can only see 1 pathetic soul - sudheesh whose always punctual. Then we waited for the rest. one of them always late for abt 10mins, the other 15, the last one, 30-60mins. Wasted so much time, just for the pw meeting. sometimes it's nt the meeting time tt is long, it's the waiting time. I'm losing my patience, and my temper. Today, we are suppose to make a trip to SAGE personally. I reached cntrl stn at 9am, without taking breakfast cos i'm afraid i'm late, only to find that others not there yet. i dun wan to name them. one of them overslept, so i estimated that it'll only take at most 30mins to get prepared and rush there since the person lives quite near the cwp. So i waited again, feeling like a fool... wait.... and wait... and wait... 45mins past... 1 hr... i gave up, and walked off at 10am. i have nv waited for someone for 1hr, alone. i board the bus, went home, saw mummy at hm, went downstair, order my breakfast, finish my breakfast. Then comes a message, 'where r u'... so finally they reached. it's 10.30am. i told them i've left. i just can't understand why they can be so relaxed when they are already late. Have they spare a thought for the pple who are waiting for them... 30mins is more than enough for me to get prepared and rush to meet them, or issit that they din make an effort to rush... to have at least the sense of urgency that our pw is lagging behind? disappointed... maybe i'm at fault sometimes too, but i'm guilty of tt... sometimes i'm thinking, pple dun give a damn for pw, why shld i care and get so anxious abt it... think i shld cool down a bit, maybe problem aren't tt serious as compared to others than i think it is. haiz...