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Yeah, just register for livejournal, because of Gackt. Sacrifices i made. haha, sound as if it's a big sacrifice. Hehe, me and my stagnant blog.

Shooting club is such a disappointment. Finally waited for the day of arrival of our weapons, and i thought we can finally start training. But to our disappointment, the range is only available until 5pm, and we are only dismiss at 2.10pm. It seems that there's enough time for training, but the fact is no, no time at all, considering that we are sharing the weapons and the jacket. This means that we have to wait for them to finish training which is a minimum of 1hr before we can train of 2hrs. This problem already exist within the JC2 school team members, not to even mention those JC 1 and those not in school team. I'm so upset, the school is really very unflexible, they want us to train but the time slot is so limited! it's so unfair, now we are willing to stay back until 6 or 7 or even 8pm, but the key must be handed back before the prinicpal leaves and they only allow us to train on wednesday and friday. I'm like so mad lah... So today, we waited and left without training at all, cause there's simply no slot for us. Slackest CCA, it's as if i'm CCAless although i'm in shooting club. Everything is so unorganised. I seriously think that we should come up with a schedule so that our training time don't clash with each other.

Having a series of test and quiz recently, so i din have much time to blog. I'm so sick of hearing all those negative comment made by my friend. I so sick that i feel like telling her right in her face. After finishing the maths test she would say "aiya, sure fail de, i never study so difficult" but her results? top of the class. Today, we have chem test, and she repeated the same thing again "eh, i never study leh, you study? sure die le". But yet, everytime without fail, she would score well enough to get at least a B. So what's the point of saying all that kind of things in the first place. Is she trying to boast that she's smart? I don't know... but i realised such kind of comments are really getting so common nowadays. It's as if the 'heck care' attitude is very desirable and a thing to be proud of. "i sure fail the test" i really want to understand what's the point of giving such kind of comment. Issit to get assurance from others that you will did well instead? Or issit to show that she's got a 'bad girl' image since more typical teenagers thinks that 'bad'='cool'. I'm really disguested by this. This happens to case like doing homework. They would 'purposely' ask you whether you did you homework when in fact their actual motive is to say that they did not. So usually this is what they will say "eh, you got do hmk ah? wah, so GUAI. I never do lor" So the whole point is they did not do hmk, and the front part of the sentence is to bring out attitude of being unconcerned. Then, worse still some will say and made comments like "you are a mugger man", "wah, you got no life"... Excuse me, who are you to say those things? It not as if we LIKE to do hmk, but we feel that we are responsible and obliged of doing them. We do not hang around the town or log on to computer the whole day and instead do our hmk not because we got no life! And does it mean that you got a life because you wasted your time doing unconstructive things as you wish? Definitely no! So i hope that the person can stop saying all such kind of things, at least, please not in front of me, because you don't behave any different from a typical ah lian and ah beng hanging around on the street.

Say my piece. I have thought about it already. After finishing A level, i would go and take up a holiday job for around 3-4months. By then, i would have enough money to get the things i wanted for so long. First, i would sign up for a Japanese language course which i think it's not going to be cheap. Then, set aside some money to buy more clothes to prepare for uni. Another part of the salary for gackt's stuff spree! and shop for materials to made a victorian lolita dress! All this are going to be expensive and i'm not getting younger, i'm already 18! although i don't feel i'm one. I have to do all the things i wanted to do while i'm still young and when i'm not tied down to anythings. Yep, so that's it... What a long post!