It's over

Since when have we become like this?

I even had to search for old memories where friendships then were the most genuine, true and undoubtful.

There had been been unhappiness, of course, but not hatred tt we bear against each other. Perhaps there is but we are just unware of, and as time passes, all this unhappiness accumulate and gets magnified.

For once, a very long time ago, I actually am naïve enough to think that our group can stay through many more years to go, a faith I would say. Because I know tt we are not made up by just a few of us.. but the 8 of us. I believe that we can encourage each other and resolve any issues should any conflict arise.

Of course, I cannot expect or demand another person to give/sacrifice for the group as much as I want to, but at least if this group really do mean something to u, doesn’t it worth a little more effort and compromise?

All I could see or hear all this while has put me into thinking.
If you really treat somebody as your friend, would u speak bad abt him/her character to another person? Having known each other for 7 years, don’t u alrdy knew he/she character? Appearing compromising in front and speaking ill behind someone’s back = backstabbing. As a true friend, u would have tell him/her whom’s behaviour u find unappropriate. Probably he’she is not aware of it all along.

Everyone has a fair share of say, letting other voices cover what u have to say is not a display of a compromising role, but a total pushover. This person is doing nth but to jeopardise the friendship btw themselves.

I also know that some may feel that they are purposefully being left-out all this while. But ever wonder why this is happening? Isn't it a too familiar scene that has happen again and again? Being insensitive to your friends, ignorant to things happening, untactful when talking to people all this just irk people bits by bits. We don't need your sympathy to spare us some time just for meet-ups, only to find you telling us how busy u r with other appointments tt u arranged later.

But there’s simply so many things and people whom begin to disappoint me again and again till the point whereby, I find myself utterly disgusted with everything and I don’t want to get involve in this any longer.

Stop telling me who did or didn't.
Stop saying those self-reflection done. CRAP
Stop appearing nonchalant, it's totally infuriating!

Until this point of time, I’ve already have no qualms for relinquish.
This group has alrdy segregated.
Put an end to this.