I got the shocked of my life when i received this from jy, wj ks and sherry.

It's part of my dream fascinated lamp and furniture, but i think i had better stop this little-girl's-dream-room craze. If not i will get more heart attacks. Actually i feel rather bad to be honest. Cos it must have burn a lot of people's pocket, and i know that very well.. I really love it! But i would have been equally happy with just a simple birthday gathering cum celebration with everybody present. The party world session was fun! It's been quite some time since we last met like we used to, in a 像样 clique size. (with 75% attendance rate. lols, 6 out of 8)

Singtel clique got me contact lens. Weird? hhahaaa. I always wanted to put on contact lenses but i didn't really take any actions because i just feel that i need someone's accompany. Its afterall a rather scary thing to go through. But i'm so proud of myself! Hahahaa, cos putting in the contact lens is a breeze for me! I took a teeny weeny more time to take it out though.

very sweet organiser ( if u realise both the lamp n organisers have floral printed fabrics XD!)

All this aside. I realised that i have been emotionally imposing on someone after talking to jlow when she mention that she doesn't like to be involve in 2 other people's relationship problem. Like asking someone to convey/deliver my message on my behalf because of a strain-relation or to speak and stand out for me. I think it's time for me to speak for myself. But first i really need to sort out some feelings. I really feel that i have difficulties expressing my feelings into words. My vocabulary bank is shrinking :( 词穷啦!!! So its very hard for me to tell people or let people know what i'm thinking. Booo...