stress releasing time

din go to sch today, cos it's our 1 pathetic study day. where pple usually gets 1 week. doing all the revision, chong for promos. but i just couldn't get the physic concept into my brain. So here i am, taking a short break b4 i continue. Brother flew to HK today, for a shopping trip. really envy him. and the trip was very sudden. He told us last week and now he's gone. He took an early flight but din send him off, cos it's too early. Needed my slp badly, cos i turn in ytd ard 2am. Hope he buys me a present, which i dun think he will... argh... everyone thought that having a elder bro is a sweet thing cos he will dote on his younger siblings. But it's definitely not the case of mine. He's been bullying me since young, and now, his target is my younger brother. He's gt a weird behaviour. Heard some terrible news from my frens. ks, the time has gone, we are no longer in our sec days. Look ahead, there's no way we can turn back. This is the reality, no matter whether it's jc, poly, overseas or uni. I really hope that u can move on, rmb the trip we promised to go after uni graduation, together with jesslyn and many others? Everyone is very worried abt u... i doubt he will see this entry though... me and my dead blog, it's never alive, nobody is reading anyway. well nvm... it shall serve as my personal diary. used to have one. but i dun write anymore. so troubled!!! what's the problem with me..... something is troubling me, but what issit...