Drifting woods

so now i have some anonymous secret admirer? H.a.h.a, not funny.
Is it because i've mention earlier that i need some exitement and spice in life?
Thanks, i don't need, at least not in this sense.
Totally absurd.

I like my current state in life, i think i'm starting to get study oriented again.
Finally back to the same old me, domestic girl (as labelled by hong, XD!). Nothing for me to crack my brain and trouble about. Hanging out with normal people, very gladful to have known my uni and singtel friends. At least i still have some others to hang on to while going through this transitional stage that is bound to come.

Tired to piece different jigsaw puzzle back again
Tired of having to make it as if nothing has happened.
Tired to even bother to feel angry.
Don't feel anything about it.

Leaving things as it is, and letting the wind and waves wash them off.
I think it will be better this way, because it's just not meant to be.

PS: this is not emo-ing, it's more of a 看破红尘。。。Friends are not forever.